A heart throbbing moment last night.
Couldn't even sleep well.
Still thinking about it this morning.
Made a few phone calls.. But still didnt find out anything.
But now, at 5:55pm, everything's alright.
So thing's are going to be good.
Yay I Love You God :>
I knew by turning to you everything will be alright!


Listening to - How Great is our God

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XI


NU (HAHA)


AI (HAHAHA)


LE


XI


NU (want to crop out my face)


AI


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BUGSY


SQUINNY








She wants to wear but cannot fit


Airbrushhhhhh














IP MAN (love the show!)


FLAWED VERSION HAHA


Baking day!




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A lie to cover up another lie. Double lie?

Love Lady Gaga. From Wonderful to Just Dance and now, Beautiful Dirty Rich.

You should have never trusted me.

I'm feeling lousy now. Don't really know why too. Maybe it's the humid weather, or maybe its just the feeling of lying on your bed and listening to my Ipod. Listening to certain songs.. Looking at certain stuff.. Don't even know why I'm doing all these to make myself feel so heartwrenched. Have never felt like that for a very long time, and its not good by the way. Can't really kick the habit.

Maybe I'm starting to miss it.

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HAPPY BELATED VALENTINE'S! ♥

So how did your Valentines go? Some people celebrate with the usual flowers and extra expensive dinners, while some others prefer to keep it low (probably cos of recession haha or they take it as any other normal day) but I think all in all everyone has different views so as long as you enjoyed the day, it is okay isn't it :>

And Great with a capital G. Me and my stupid ideas again. Never learning my lesson. During work last Friday, I ate Reese (Peanut butter cups) and gobbled down 3 at one go, thinking my throat will be able to take it. But no, it didn't. Before I could gulp down water to wash away the heatiness, the peanut butter had decided to invade my poor little throat with its evil plan. So now I'm coughing non stop with occasional yellowy green things........

So keh kiang right. So Dope.


Okay so now I'm at work! Gona plan to quit this week on Friday. Kinda made up my mind so I'm just gona go ahead with it. But in the mean time I'll be job hunting for a job that I'll probably enjoy instead of complaining about everytime I blog. Haha and as I'm typing this my heart is thumping very quickly cos I'm not sure what time my Boss will be back (its like, 4:14pm now) and the want-to-rain weather symptoms which are lightning and thunder.

OMG and I keep spending my money like water!!! I have no idea on what (yea right, CLOTHES!) but how come everytime I open my cupboard I dont see any new clothes!! >:( I can't even feel my money disappearing from my hands.. The digits on the machine just keeps getting smaller and smaller.. Like that I feel even more heartpain can! What if all the money I'm planning to save for my trip is gone :(

Okay I must really plan to save up.

Maybe I'll withdraw all my money and hide under my pillow.


Okay too heart racing I cannot take it. Cant go on blogging I FEEL that someone's coming soon. Haha.

OMG just a moment ago I had the sudden urge to go to the toilet to shit so I walked out, and to my disappointment the only cubicle was taken. So I told myself, 'Nvm just hold for a while and the person will be out soon' Okay so I waited and waited and waited........................ After 10 minutes the person was still inside?!?!!? And there I was crouching in pain cos I needed to use the toilet URGENTLY. Then about double the time (which is 20 minutes) the guy FINALLY came out and I dragged myself in. And WAHLAO! The smell........................ Oh my gawd .________. Wanted to wait for the smell to slowly diffuse but I was too needy for Mr Bowl. It was damn bad I wanted to shit with the door open. Haha and I think in the end I made the whole place even smellier than before. HAHAHA.

What an unappetising thing to say and blog about. Lol but I like :)

And I'm going crazy on DIY. I just did my grey leggings by pinning on studs in a 45 degree downward manner if you know what I mean. Ha I spent a few hours just to get it done but its not very symmetrical on both sides though. But I dont care I'm still wearing it cos I too super long to do it! Heh I'm buying vintage buttons to replace the buttons on my highwaist shorts and more studs for my tank! Iron on all the studs onto my tank and be a punkrocker. Hahaha. Spotlight here I come! Maybe next I will make my own clothes. HAHA I'm sure la.






Anyway my friend passed on on Saturday night :( Really sad occasion esp when you see all your friends crying. Not to mention her parents, siblings, bf. It made me realise how vulnerable our life is, no matter how old you are. You can be here today, then gone tmr. Just like that. Life is so short. Can you imagine, one day you're talking to your friend, the next she realises she's sick and the day after she's gone? It's this fast. You can be in the pink of health on the outside but who knows, deep inside you're slowly rotting. At least she's in a much better place now.

Rest in peace, Jac.

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1) I'm at work now. It's 2:44pm, and I'm currently having my lunch.

2) Attica on Wednesday night with the usuals. Celebrated May's birthday :> Good fun, but the music kinda sucked.

3) I need to pray for my friend. She's currently in her worst condition of her cancer and is living off Morphine just to breathe :( This is very sad I am praying for her every night. I was close to her in sec 2 so she means a lot to me.. But she doesn't want to see anyone now. So everyone out there, pray for her! Sucks to be critically ill when you're 19 :( :(

4) Same feeling coming back. I'm annoyed with you, and then I'm okay, but now I'm annoyed with you again. Why can't you just be honest and upfront. Try to act mysterious MY ASS MAN. This is going to be a cycle. Or it is already.

5) I will buy ICT from the canteen downstairs everyday cos I love it to bits. I think its better than the ICT from Kenny's, and it's only 1buck! Now I can drink ICT everyday :>

6) Got my first pay check! :> 416$ only hahahaha cos of all the leave I took + New Year. Nvm at least I got some funds for my Melbourne trip!

7) Training on Sat afternoon and Daisy Tan on Sunday. Omg I just realised that it's this weekend. 2.4k timing still like shit, play on court double shit. Double Die luh GG.

8) My BTT is coming soon and I havent even open the book yet. Cannot fail later waste my 12buxxxxx

9) Just shopped and spent a bomb. -_- Always I think I'm better off without money cos once I have it I spend it instantly. I need to transfer the money over to someone to help me safeguard my money!

10) I need to pray.

UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
DAMN PISSEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

I'm at work now. Then firstly, I called this guy to promote our company's anniversary promotion, just asking if he received our fax and he said, 'Don't come and bother me with all your nonsense. I don't have time for you to do sales with me. Our company doesn't require such assistance. Put down the phone and call again to talk to the receptionist if you insist.' Like what the FFFFFFF?!?!?!?! It's just a stupid piece of fax paper, what don't bother me with your nonsense. He sounds like an old pervert. An old irritating pervert >:(

Then while I was complaining to someone right after the old irritating pervert hanged up on me, she said that many of them will actually not entertain us, especially sales so its a common sight. But still, can be more polite right UNCLE.

Then while I was still pissed, I was drinking the Ice Lemon Tea I bought from the canteen downstairs and guess what. I hooked it onto the key attached to the cupboard and cos I was in a pissy mood, I pulled the drink a little too hard and the key fell into my drink -_____- Maybe I just bought the drink only. And the key how dirty. RUSTY ALL. OMG and it sinked all the way into my ILT. Like still got efferverscence all. Like the rust dissolving into my drink. How sick. But I still drank it in the end. HAHA cos I had no choice. Didn't want to go down and buy another one.

These two issues really made my day huh.

On a lighter note, I realised that I really cannot sit in the office the whole day and work /or do any admin stuff. ITS REALLY BORING. This will be my first and last office job ever. And, no matter how hard I try to trigger my passion for IT, it's failing so badly. Never had an interest in IT, will never have it. And not to mention calling people and promoting too :/

Shit, the ICT really damn nice to drink luh. Haha one of the best hand made tea. That's why I couldn't bear to pour my whole cup away.

Okay smthg that will cheer me up, I'll be going to Melbourne for my Holiday! :> :> Heeeee I know a little slow cos Kim stated in her post already. Haha but nonetheless it's still worth mentioning. Yay I shall let this adrenalin rush show itself when we're closer to leaving. Haha.

Okay back to my boring calling to do in work now. Siansssssss I think I'm going to Attica tonight and pon work tmr! Heh.

Who's line is it anyway: If I were a human with gills, I'll be a fish. -Shakespear version of the captain on a boat about to drown.

Okay shit I'm too lazy to upload more. Pb taking one million years to load. So, sorry Weiarng and Ant for the butterfac photos! Haha quite overdued these pictures I know.


OMG. And right.
Few days back.
At a certain bus stop. (I forgot which one)
I was sitting.
And facing the long pavement in front of me.
Then.
I saw.
This girl.
In the ever-so-familiar uniform.
Walking towards me.
From far.
I got a shock.
The girl looked so familiar to me.
And I thought she was back.
Omg I really got a shock.
But when she walked closer.
CHEY.
She's not the same person.
She's so much better looking.

Then I thought to myself.
...................
That was 3 years ago!
To think I thought that it was actually her. HAHA.

And all the heart -stopping moments happened within 30 seconds. But! It was really quite scary. Okay la to me at least. Like Deja Vu.

K enough of my stupidity. And a brief one! Went over to Cel's place for our New Year Gathering last night. Nat Avis Kim and Nicky. Gambled and played many other games and as usual, Avis got all the bad luck! Actually quite poor thing it was real funny at first but it got to a point whereby we couldn't be bothered anymore cos she kept losing at In Between, we actually felt sorry for her. Haha played all the way till 4am then went to Spize for Breakfast! Haha then zzzz at 7am with the sun totally shining on my face.

And my New Year... Update another time. No time now. Haha last picture to end off to show my Loveeee :>



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